That awkward moment when someone looks through your phone, and they see stuff you really would rather they hadn’t…
Which is a joke to start with as this isn’t even a ‘relationship’ in the conventional nature. Anyway I’m going off at a tangent.
So apparently it’s totally fine for him to wind me up (for hours) over someone I once had a thing with, which is done now and I’m actually quite uncomfortable talking about it, but I played along and turned it into a joke. But like a dog with a bone he just wouldn’t leave it alone. So I snapped and made a single jab at his ex and that’s it. He’s not talking back and having a one to one with his bestest. Fucks sake, I’ll file that one away for later; a single mention of his ex sends him into a meltdown.
One rule for one, one for another?
Probably didn’t help, that after my little poke, I decided to follow it with-
“You may want to apply ice to the affected area.
Because you just got burned.”
- hell it made me laugh. Uh let’s see what today brings!
Right this is it, as I will be missing the doctor who finale, I will be avoiding tumblr, facebook, twitter, and any other forms of mass communications…. until I can catch up!
I just sent an email to my district operations manager to confirm my attendance to some official thing… & my awesome mailbox name is miss melly moo. When the hell did I decide that would be a good idea?! I only realised when he simply replied with - love the name!
Excuse me while I go and hang my head….
I think what I struggle the most with sometimes, is that I am an introvert. But in group situations I feel like I should be the opposite, in fact I think the world demands extroverts; time to appreciate what the other side has to offer perhaps?
Sat watching the rain, and I feel like the weather is sympathetic to how I’m feeling tonight.
Because I’m really not happy. And it’s that kind of wanting to hide and bury your head and escape the world feeling.
So thanks work for doing this to me. I’ve basically been at work since Saturday afternoon, it’s ok I don’t need a social life.
On the plus side got yelled at by my management for not turning in to a meeting I knew nothing about…. and then messed up some staffing over a misunderstanding… I don’t like being spoken to as if I’m a liar and an idiot. Especially not when I’ve just done 45hrs over the last four days.
Fuck I’m a mess.